Monthly Archives: July 2014

No Family

Most people don’t know what it is like to have NO family.  There are good, sound families and there are dysfunctional families.  But the concept of _NO_ family is foreign.  People have grandparents, brothers and sisters, mothers and fathers, grandparents, … Continue reading

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Discard

The discard is the final stage in your relationship with a psychopath — after that, you get to heal.  In my case, the discard was rather lengthy.  My dog was killed on May 26, 2012.  I was in a B&B … Continue reading

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Live or Die? – Suicide, Part 7

The Last Page Revisited No, I don’t want to die.  Not today, not tomorrow.  I want to know the “end of the story,” and I can’t find out what happens if I shut the book before I read the last … Continue reading

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“I’m the narcissist” and here is what I have in store for YOU!

Someone sent me the following.  I don’t know who wrote it, and I so can’t give attribution.  But it’s a wonderful glimpse into how a narcissist or psychopath operates, and how an innocent victim can be ensnared while not realizing … Continue reading

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Death of a Dream – Suicide, Part 6

But eventually I did learn the truth (that my wife had lied to me when she told me she owned her home, and that she’d spun countless other lies to hide the truth), got my spousal visa from the UK … Continue reading

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Sleep Through the Rage – Suicide, Part 5

But that was far from the end.  With every ounce of courage and strength I could muster, I made it through Kim leaving me, moved to Greenbelt, kept and cared for my dogs, and cobbled together a feeble support network.  … Continue reading

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Sleep Through the Pain – Suicide, Part 4

One particular night, Kim announced that she wanted to go to an event the next day.  I knew that I was in a desperate state of mind, and didn’t feel I’d be safe alone with myself.  I asked Kim if … Continue reading

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